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Jul. 19th, 2009

I need to

Really stop reading joey's journal entries. they make me cry. Yesterday marked three years he's been gone. I miss him.

May. 14th, 2009

Let's recap today with some tweets

  • 04:13 Had not gotten a text since like 8 apparently my texts were not working?! #
  • 10:32 It's to freaking early for a meeting... #
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so..

yesterday my sister called. she said my dad had been trying to call me because he had something to tell me.. and i had ignored his call.. only once because I was moving, but that is beside the point. my sister went on to tell me that my Grandmother had lung cancer and that she had in both of her lungs already, and she was not doing well. She also just got over shingles, so my grandma is not in a healthy state... so keep her on your mind. My sister said if she starts getting really bad my dad is going to fly out there and pay for my sister and i and his wife to go out and visit her and the rest of the family before she passes away.

uhm so i went to sleep around 9 o clock last night. i woke up at 3 in the morning and was like what.. is it really only 3 o clock. i ended up texting a gy and he happened to be awake. we texted back and forth for over an hour. every time i talk to him i feel so special, but i know it's just his penis talking.rawr.. i hate boys.

today was training for the summer aca job. we talked about..nothing. all day. except for the fact that the air force auxillary is staying in the dorm i am staying in this summer.. yes.. air force men.. but not men.. they are still in high school.. and not only are they still in high school there is going to be a bugle call every morning at 5 am for two weeks... yes.. FIVE AM. i think i will kill myself. not only is it 5 am its the second session... in July, when I do not have classes. so this will be tons of fun.

So I went and saw Ghosts of girlfriends past. if you have not seen it.. you shoud see it... it was so cute.. and i also saw obsessed.. it was not... good.


so i think it's time to go to wal mart and buy somethings for my dorm room like... toilet paper. ha it apparently is an essential.

May. 13th, 2009

Let's recap today with some tweets

  • 02:29 Used tonight to reunite with old friends kind of #
  • 10:58 Back to columbus. Blah #
  • 11:17 I totally just got passed by a hearse. I'm speeding by the way. Some thing is wrong with that picture #
  • 12:33 I should have stopped and peed in winoma #
  • 13:12 Sangria flavored soda the verdict... Smells horrible tastes not half bad but a one time purchase for sure #
  • 15:40 I hate cocky people. Especially old non traditional students who think they know everything. #
  • 21:15 Just found out they think her grand mother has lung cancer find out tuesday #
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May. 12th, 2009

Let's recap today with some tweets

  • 03:11 Finished the shack. The tears haven't dried yet. A MUST read. #
  • 09:31 Good morning... Minus the good my head is killing me #
  • 14:25 Thinks her mom is going to fill her gas tank before she heads back to columbus tomorrro. #
  • 14:42 Mm chinese food. The lady gave me seventy five extra cents in change is it wrong for me not saying something #
  • 15:40 Curly or straight hair today? Oh the joys of having choices :) #
  • 17:17 So my fortune reads 'a four wheeled adventure will bring you happiness' what does that mean?! #
  • 18:06 Rain again?! Eh #
  • 21:01 I hate it when in line some one is standing so close to you that you can feeling them breathing down your neck. I'm sure he can read thi ... #
  • 21:54 Going to the movies with kathy to see ghosts of girlfriends past #
  • 22:43 Thinks she may have to cut off my phone or it will vibrate it self into a coma through this movie #
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Let's recap today with some tweets

  • 12:47 Has a love have relationship with summer. Bored out of my mind... But not ready for summer school. #
  • 13:38 The grades are in. Three a's three b's one c... But hey i passed bio! #
  • 18:24 I'm reading the best book ever i've read over two hundred pages in a couple hours. You MUST read the shack. #
  • 19:57 I love brian credeur :) best friends are amazing. #
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Mar. 1st, 2007

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how is possible for me to be this depressed. tonight at song fest practice I start crying my eyes out just talking to some one about nothing that was even close to pertenent. i dont want to feel this way but it seems to be all i know anymore...

i miss him more than you could ever imagine. god please take me so i dont have to feel this way any more.. its not worth the breaths i breathe any more.

take it all away

please lord its my only prayer

make it all stop

Feb. 21st, 2007

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Jan. 8th, 2007

purpose...

every one i have talked to lately says I have one how come it has to be so hard to come to terms with that? How come even though I know it's true it is so hard for me to agree... and realize I have got to give it time. I am sick of investing the time though. I am sick of being hurt trying to make every one else feel better.. I have become a person I never thought I would become. I have done things and said things I thought I would never do or say. I have hurt people I never intended on hurting, and am regretting more than they will ever imagine. I am so disappointed with myself you will never understand. I have gotten to the point that the things I do that normally would shock me have become quite common place. I am sorry to the upmost if you are one of the people I have hurt. I realize it will take lots of time, if ever for some of you people to forgive me, and if you are one of those people, more than likely I didn't deserve to be your friend in the first place, because you are all amazing. I am sorry and no apology will ever suffice and I understand that.

May. 27th, 2006

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okay well I am not a graduate of Riverside High School.  I don't have any pictures from graduation, but I bought the professional ones, so I will post those when I get them in the mail.  My mom sat way out in the middle of the auditorium so she didn't take very many good pictures but what she does have I will get from her and post as well.  I was so nervous before I got up and made my speech.  I couldn't stand still when they lined us up at the door before we marched out.  I was walking all over the place being my nervous old self.  I was talking to my number two (her name is Andrea.. all year we would refer to each other as one and two) and telling her how much I am going to miss her and stuff ya know.  I had known her since first grade, she's one of my really good friends.  Well they opened the door and said two minutes.. I got really scared everyone had their camcorders pointed at me and I was looking around at everyone.  I couldn't believe all those people where there.  Well the two minutes passed and I heard the music cut on.. I walked out and everyone was looking at me and taking pictures.. and I made my way up to the stage.. when I got behind the curtain I looked at Andrea I was like here we go!  And then I stood there and waited for the other 66 to get to their chairs.. and they we pledged and prayed.. and then we all sat.. then Andrea spoke.. and then I had to get up and talk.. well I reached down to get my speech.. and my honor cord fell off my shoulder and I couldn't get it back on over top the ruffle on my shoulder.. so I finally got it back on and I said my speech.  I only really messed up one time I lost my spot.. but I kept going.. and then the principal gave a speech and gave me and Aindrea a trophy.. It was tiny Ill show you a picture of it.. its like a graduation hat with a scroll behind it and it says valedictorian on it then the superintendent spoke.. and then they started calling out names for people to go get their diploma.. I'm about toward the end.. so I had to wait a long time.. but it was all finally over and we all stood up when photograph started playing and I led us out to the back where I got mauled by people and stuff.. and I wasn't suppose to talk to any one or anything till the song stopped and we threw our hats.. well we threw them and some ones point of their hat came down and hit me in the top of my head.. and then people came up and was surrounding us and no one could move.. my mom took all my stuff out of my hands.. then I had to turn in my gown and get my real diploma and stuff.. I though I lost the stuff I gave to my mom because I forgot about it.. Then every one was stopping me and telling me how great I did and how proud of me they were.. and all that good stuff ya know.. and then me and my mom left to go out and eat with my boyfriends family.  The restaurant was packed.. and it took them thirty minutes to get us drinks.. it was crappy but it was nice company and stuff..

onto the very crappy pictures )

I am working a lot now that I am done with school.. but on Wednesday I leave for Destin Florida.  wish me luck and lots of fun!

Jul. 9th, 2002

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